Billy Idol

So I bought The Wedding Singer on dvd today as a bit of an impulse purchase. I forgot how amazing this movie truly is. There is one quote from the crazy grandma Rosie that kind of struck a chord with me.

It’s not about how she makes you feel. It’s about how she makes you feel about yourself.

I think more people need to think about this in terms of their own feelings about others.

Currently, I am creepishly obsessed with Hugh Grant also. 29 years my senior, I still plan to hunt him down in England and seduce him.

I picture your face at the back of my eyes

It feels almost like I’ve been poisoned. But an unusual type of poison, which incurs pain over an extended period time and progressively worsens. What initially felt like an unnoticable cut now feels like a gaping wound.

I don’t know if it’s because I miss YOU personally or if I miss having someone on my team. Now I just feel incurably lonely with no one as my number one confidant. Everything just seems harder.

I’m sad 😦