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Two thousand and fine

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Well, its Christmas and I spent the evening drinking Coronas and watching Christmas movies. Now I’m on to cleaning up my room and updating. I’m a little sad because one of my newest friends has left me for Melbourne 😦 Mr. Norris is trying to convince me to get Facebook to keep in touch, which is starting to sound like a good idea because a lot of the people I’ve been hanging out with are travellers. But I don’t think I’m ready to sell out just yet.

I found this quiz that I did this time(ish) last year, which summed up the year that has passed. So I thought I would complete it again just to stick with tradition.

1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?
-Stay in a relationship longer than 3 months
-Kiss an Englishman
-Eat Yum Cha
-Go to Tafe

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Well, apparently my last years’ resolution was to kiss TWO black men, because I didn’t even kiss one before. I didn’t manage to achieve this, so I guess next year I’ll have to kiss three. Or organise an interracial gang bang.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Umm.. I don’t think so.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Thank god no.

5. What countries did you visit?
Again, nowhere. I suck and am poor. Don’t judge. I hang out with foreigners, so I might as well be in another country which is good enough for me at the moment.

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
-My RSA
-A proper job
-An overseas experience

7. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
One particular date? Hmm. Maybe Valentines Day, because that was the first time I wasn’t alone.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Finally getting my fucking P’s.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Compromising my own integrity and happiness in order to please someone else.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Probably a cold, general mental health issues.. Nothing worth remembering.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
My pleather jacket. So many adventures and memories from one jacket.

12. Where did most of your money go?
Drinking, food, transport, clothes, Pedros.. Every day expenses.

13. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Emily’s prom, Nick coming home from Peru, Ellen and the Girls returning from Overseas!

14. What song will always remind you of 2008?
Party in the USA by Miley Cyrus

Compared to this time last year, are you:

15. Thinner or fatter?
Thinner than I was in a relationship. Starting to lose that all now just in time for summer.

16. Richer or poorer?
Same answer as last year, I am perpetually poor. However, I do have a LITTLE bit of savings.

17. What do you wish you’d done more of?
-Tried to see the bigger picture
-Kept my room clean
-Drank more water/less coke

18. What do you wish you’d done less of?
-Sadness

19. How will you be spending Christmas?
Spent it at home with the family. Went to Steph’s house for breakfast and had it with her family. Because I am a honourary Macfarlane.

20. What was your favorite TV program?
How I Met Your Mother. Hands down best show of all time.

21. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Not really. I can’t think of anyone who I REALLY hate. I can think of people who I can’t be bothered with and don’t want to be around though.

22. What was the best book you read?
Are you there, Vodka? Its me, Chelsea by Chelsea Handler
High Fidelity Nick Hornby

23. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Oh wow. Um. Laura Marling. She’s amazing!

24. What did you want and get?
To see Katy Perry.

25. What did you want and not get?
A car.

26. What was your favorite film of this year?
Hmm.. I’m going to say 17 Again but only because I watched it today and because the Babefron was in it.

27. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Fuck all and i got old (20).

28. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Getting a full time job and having money. Although having money is basically measurable.

29. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
Bum clothes. Anything casual. I didn’t party a whole lot.

30. What kept you sane?
Sexy friends and good times. And beer.

31. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Can’t limit it to one. Tyson Ritter, Emile Hirsch, Russell Brand, James Franco, Neil Patrick Harris.. babe.

32. What political issue stirred you the most?
Gay marriage. Especially after watching Milk and seeing all the inequalities that having a particular sexual preference can cause.

33. Who did you miss?
I don’t physically miss anyone at the moment. I miss how some people used to be.

34. Who was the best new person you met?
PIRI NORRIS.

35. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009
Try to eliminate negative or draining influences and aspects of your life. I know that it’s not entirely practical, but some things just drag you down with them.

46. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:

Good times for a change
See, the luck I’ve had
Can make a good man
Turn bad

So please please please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want
This time

Haven’t had a dream in a long time
See, the life I’ve had
Can make a good man bad

So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows, it would be the first time
Lord knows, it would be the first time

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December 25, 2009 at 11:17 am

Hit the Heartbreaks

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I often feel like the state of your room reflects the state of your life. Mine currently has empty pulse/udl cans, clothes everywhere and make up all over the place. I don’t really know what I want or where I am going. I was sure I was going to work full time next year, but now I’m thinking about going overseas. Not to run away… because I don’t really think I’m running away from anything. I feel like i’ve exhausted a lot of resources and am just not getting what I want or need anymore. I don’t know though, we’ll have to see how it all goes!

I’m reading a book Are you there Vodka? It’s me, Chelsea by Chelsea Handler. It’s pretty awesome. I can’t be bothered to give you a synopsis, but trust me.. it’s definitely entertaining.

I’m meeting up with Nick to discuss things. I really don’t understand why he wants to. Mainly because I have nothing to say and yeah. We aren’t getting back together, thats for sure. The most confusing part of this is that he was the one who broke up with me, yet he is the one who initiated this meeting. This should be interesting.

So until I decide what I’m going to do with myself I am going to sit in my room, watch the Hills and drink shit loads of diet coke. Yep, that’s where you’ll find me!

Peace.

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December 16, 2009 at 12:32 am

Single Life

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And so it is. I’m no longer attached.
This has been a pretty emotionally exhausting week. Lots of bed and crying. But also a few really awesome moments.
I don’t really know what I want at the moment, I’m pretty confused.

So I’m just gonna roll with the punches and see where that gets me.

xx

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December 12, 2009 at 4:28 am

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More than a little crazy.

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So there hasn’t been any particular interesting updates over this past week due to the lack of uninteresting activity going on in my life.

Quick summary:
– Working at Martellis more as it gets closer to Christmas. Ew.
-Working at the V8 Super Cars this Saturday. Have to watch Cold Chisel play. Yay 😦
-Looking for new jobs basically every day because… well, see above two points.
-Trying to plan the most awesome summer of all time!
-Trying to fade out awful hair colour at the moment
-Trying to sort things out with the boy
-Supposedly cleaning up my room right now

Thats pretty much it at the moment. Stay tuned for more exciting adventures!
xx

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December 3, 2009 at 2:01 am

Posted in I'm a Loser