I picture your face at the back of my eyes

It feels almost like I’ve been poisoned. But an unusual type of poison, which incurs pain over an extended period time and progressively worsens. What initially felt like an unnoticable cut now feels like a gaping wound.

I don’t know if it’s because I miss YOU personally or if I miss having someone on my team. Now I just feel incurably lonely with no one as my number one confidant. Everything just seems harder.

I’m sad

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Written by eleganceineloquence

February 9, 2010 at 10:18 am

Posted in I'm a Loser, my relationships, Worries

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firstly, yes i cyber stalk you. secondly, no you don’t miss him, you miss it. and trust me, it gets to a point eventually when you just don’t care anymore it’s taken me 8 months to get to this point but i am finally there with maybe a tiny bit to go! have faith. you are gorgeous, smart, witty and so much more than most people! it gets easier and on the days it doesn’t feel that way there are boxsets and spontaneous shopping sprees! x

cinnamontoastandteaplease

February 14, 2010 at 10:15 pm

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- Naawww thanks, Penny. Much appreciated. Yes, well I mostly feel like an idiot.. but I’m hoping that will pass too.
  
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  February 15, 2010 at 11:42 am
  
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