Hit the Heartbreaks
I often feel like the state of your room reflects the state of your life. Mine currently has empty pulse/udl cans, clothes everywhere and make up all over the place. I don’t really know what I want or where I am going. I was sure I was going to work full time next year, but now I’m thinking about going overseas. Not to run away… because I don’t really think I’m running away from anything. I feel like i’ve exhausted a lot of resources and am just not getting what I want or need anymore. I don’t know though, we’ll have to see how it all goes!
I’m reading a book Are you there Vodka? It’s me, Chelsea by Chelsea Handler. It’s pretty awesome. I can’t be bothered to give you a synopsis, but trust me.. it’s definitely entertaining.
I’m meeting up with Nick to discuss things. I really don’t understand why he wants to. Mainly because I have nothing to say and yeah. We aren’t getting back together, thats for sure. The most confusing part of this is that he was the one who broke up with me, yet he is the one who initiated this meeting. This should be interesting.
So until I decide what I’m going to do with myself I am going to sit in my room, watch the Hills and drink shit loads of diet coke. Yep, that’s where you’ll find me!
Peace.
Single Life
And so it is. I’m no longer attached.
This has been a pretty emotionally exhausting week. Lots of bed and crying. But also a few really awesome moments.
I don’t really know what I want at the moment, I’m pretty confused.
So I’m just gonna roll with the punches and see where that gets me.
xx
More than a little crazy.
So there hasn’t been any particular interesting updates over this past week due to the lack of uninteresting activity going on in my life.
Quick summary:
- Working at Martellis more as it gets closer to Christmas. Ew.
-Working at the V8 Super Cars this Saturday. Have to watch Cold Chisel play. Yay 
-Looking for new jobs basically every day because… well, see above two points.
-Trying to plan the most awesome summer of all time!
-Trying to fade out awful hair colour at the moment
-Trying to sort things out with the boy
-Supposedly cleaning up my room right now
Thats pretty much it at the moment. Stay tuned for more exciting adventures!
xx
it’s Britney, BITCH.
Most amazing hour and a half of my life. For more photos, click here.
Two more weeks left of tafe and its overrrr. Thank god. I don’t think I will pass though, but we’ll just have to wait and see. Then back to job hunting.
xx
SOMETIMES
I think I’ve passed my used by date. If things don’t work out with Nick, I think I will be so far gone from everything.
HAPPY BIRFFDAY.
It was Steph’s birthday on the 13th! Yay. We headed out to the Clare and then Sneakers. I’ll keep this brief because I really should be doing assignments right now.
On Thursday, Steph and I had errands to run!
At the Glebe fairrrr.
Peace.xx
HOvember
Mum, Dad, Bu and I went to Zensation Tea House in Surry Hills on Saturday afternoon. I think we were probably the least zen people to ever enter the building. But it was a nice experience.
There was this reaaaally awesome tea, which started off as a heart shaped little thing. But when you put it in hot water it blossomed into this flower thing. It was pretty awesome to see it just evolve in front of you.
So on Saturday night Nick and I had dinner at Mezzanotte in Dee Why and on the way back to the car we saw an interesting little creature. It was just hopping like a rabbit outside someones house. And man, did it creep the fuck out of me. Still not entirely sure what it is.
And finally, as I’m not really keen on sweet things, Amy made me this aweeesssommmee hommus cake for me. So stoked.
In conclusion:
-Turned 20
-Got my P’s
-Drank tea
-Discovered new species of mutant rat/rabbit/thing
All in all, a productive week.
Halloween ‘09
I can’t really be bothered writing up a proper entry, but despite a bit of drama, Halloween was pretty awesome.
For more photos click here!
For all of you who think Halloween is a ’stupid American tradition’, you can go fuck yourself.
xx
Another second lost with every fallen grain.
I’ve had retardedly slow internet as of late and haven’t been able to update anything really. However, after having sending my camera back to Canon for repairs, I got a new one (of the same model) under warranty. Hooray! So I can take lots of photos and post them up again.
Today after basically swimming to Tafe, I found out that my first class teacher was sick and my second class, I don’t have to start doing until next week. So now I have the day off to sit in my warm cosy house cuddling with Lilly. Sweet deal. Before leaving Tafe I went to the Library to pick up some new reading material. I found Nick Hornby’s A Long Way Down. I really enjoyed a few of his other novels, so I’m hoping this will be just as fantastic. It’s a little bit morbid, but I think thats kind of fitting coming up to Halloween.
Speaking of Halloween; Amy, Lisa and I attended Jackie’s Halloween themed 21st on Saturday. There were some pretty awesome costumes, decorations and jelly shots. Amy and I dressed up as if we got in a fight with each other and Lisa went as a pirate. Took a couple of pics.
Hands down.. Best costume EVER!!
Sweeeet party and got us siked for the real Halloween! In other news, my sister is leaving me to move to Surry Hills this Saturday I’m going to be all alone. Well besides the other 3 people that live here, completely alone. And clothes-less. Sucks. Ohhh well. That’s life.
Oh we also went to Poison the Well on Friday, too. They were pretty awesome, from what I can remember. Heaps of fun.
Im going to make eggs now. xx
Satisfied?
Sometimes I wonder if this is all its cracked up to be?
I definitely hope not.
All day we hear people constantly complaining about their lives. I think most of us don’t really realise how good we have it.
